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Mike, you're much too kind. I do NOT consider my fan's experience of mixed and fluctuating emotions over Nicky's passing unique though. We have ALL felt a loss. We've all felt sorrow, anger, and the rest of it. There have been some moving reactions I have seen and read, some of the messages I've got from people privately have been humbling, showing just how much so many were affected. some of our reflections have moved me to tears as I'm sure most of us reading this have had their moment. I'll share this one with you, knowing him I don't think he will mind anyway, I got a text from a friend that said, "Nicky and his dad inspired me to believe during my darkest moments there was light at the end of the tunnel." I was privy to his ordeal, it put my own emotions in perspective. I think we all in particular grieve for Nicky's family and fiancé. I'll admit I've lost my composure, I have experienced various emotions just like anybody else here too, but I am cognizant of the fact I was just a fan. Many tributes confirmed that many people felt the same gratefulness and privilege.
As I said, being able to access the forum at the touch of a handheld device is often a curse. A flaw that I had managed to mitigate in the last year-ish, as I had purposely posted less and used my time more productively; old habits die hard. I post here for many reasons, not the least being to vent, moan, and whine; but also to express my takes on the sport as I see it, right or wrong. In my defense, most of you I consider close friends, some of which I know intimately, people of like mind, even those I may disagree with regarding the sport; so staying away from PS knowing I can interact with y'all at a click is like crack to an addict. And I'll add, I feel Nicky got cheated in many ways, was taken for granted, and under-appreciated (yes, ok, I hear those telling me to buck up a sense of perspective). To those who disagree with my opinions, the good thing is so far the chickenshit invisible hand of forum censorship has only reared its ugly head on a few cowardly occasions. I don't mind my opinions being challenged, I suspect often people just roll their eyes at my posts and move along anyway, its not a bad strategy.
Definitely agree about this place being like crack...though in my telling I feel like I just mainlined heroin posting here. Probably comes as no shock to some of you folks. A pity more people don't post here though. This place has always been a blast and I can't imagine anymore relying solely on media news reports or even the supposed critical analysis pieces from certain hack journalists who should and do know better.
I don't know if Nicky was cheated (2007 was definitely a cheating) so much as some of it was the natural outgrowth of career decisions he made. But he was under-appreciated to no end. I have a lot of historical topics on this forum I've been meaning to start and this is one of them as the more I read/learn about that 2006 season, the more I feel that it has never been put into a proper perspective. Yes the information is out there, but it's been pushed off to the back of the room in a closet. I've come a long way around on that title over the years (in large part thanks to you and this forum) because I mistakenly thought less of it because I was not looking at all of the relevant information. And there's still new stuff I'm learning about it. Something new I just found out last night was that HRC bosses were asked if the 990cc V5 that was in Nicky's bike was being used as a rolling test bed for essential internal components for the 800cc V4 and they denied this was the case before turning around and admitting it was true.
I think this is sort of going to be the eternal struggle with Nicky's legacy as a grand prix motorcycle racer. He didn't get to pick when he won his title, and it just happened to come at not the best of times because of Rossi's hegemony over the premier class up to that point, and then he got sandwiched on the other side of things by Stoner's performance the following year on the Ducati 800. The retelling of this period by those with regrettably more influence than this forum ever will have, will always focus first on Rossi losing the title at Valencia rather than considering Nicky rode a nearly perfect season and had already understood by 2006 that you do not win titles based solely on wins, but by looking at the whole of the championship rather than each race as a separate piece. I believe he lost a title in 1999 or thereabouts in one of the AMA series in spite of winning something like 7 out of 10 races because his challenger scored more points where he needed to. Only the great riders can truly look at the championship in that kind of a fashion...and while they may get grief for not winning as much as the outside world thinks they should, if they are raising the title at the end of the season instead of the then 5-time premier class champion, I'd say they did the absolute right thing. After all, that was the biggest difference between Wayne Rainey and Kevin Schwantz. Kevin wasn't able to look at the championship in those terms till 1993 whereas Wayne had that mentality always. And the other thing is, outside of Donington where he made an error, Nicky made zero mistakes in 2006. He finished in the top 5 in 14 out of 17 rounds, Brno he finished 7th and Estoril as we all know Pedrosa took him out. Think about how consistently good you had to be to finish in the top 5 in 14 out of 17 rounds. That's what great riders do.