Thats the attitude of a racer, as for me I don't think i will ever know
First off, thanks for reading the article and understanding it CK.
I had my first race in what used to be known here as a "black event", ie. it was not sanctioned by any governing body.
I was under age, never thought of my atitude. Maybe that initial "back event" eased me into it but racing carried on after that for many a year and I can't say I ever once gave a thought to my own death, nor even falling, or bike breakdown, or coming last, etc etc etc but I don't think its an attitude, more of a pretty obsessive goal. Like needing food.
( I was going to say needing ... ....... but ...... oh .... .... racers are wacko!
Its way above ...!! eg. if a chick was standing beside a corner totally naked attempting to get the attention of the riders ..... it would be the definition of futility
) Checking on "Maslows Order of needs" ....... I'm pretty sure even food or water don't top the run up to a race
Matter of fact for me it was not just racing, it may even just be being on a bike. Or maybe many "rides" just turn into races ?
During a race your are like a cat after a piece of string ........ nothing else is on your mind than the task at hand.
Never done a track day ........ probably never will. Out here they are somewhat controlled .... ie. they telll you to stay in a line ( WTF is that all about !!?? ) they even tell you how to pass
where's the fun in that
Its hard to know when you are ready to race, you suggested you have enough trouble getting thebike around the track, I'd suggest that you aren't ready yet. Prettymuch everyone who races has a good "rapport" with a bike, ie. your bike skills are already pretty "up there". If not the first lap will sort you out
Adrenaline ......... the worlds best drug