Great decision.
I'm so glad to hear you made this decision. I know it's extremely difficult to seek assistance for mental health because it's harder to see something that isn't physical if that makes any sort of sense. Plus there are the associated stigmas that come with various mental illnesses. I find that most of all to be the most bothersome aspect of mental illness; the labeling and total writing off of people who suffer from any type of illness. I'm guilty of doing it myself, but I will say I've recently had to change my own perspective on it due to having to look in the mirror and being given a diagnosis I tried to avoid for more than half of my life.
Maxime Berger should be a reminder to us all that the human mind is a beautiful thing, but also it can be incredibly fragile at the same time depending on what the circumstances in play are, or even if there is something physically wrong with the brain itself. I personally fall into the latter category.
Cutting all the ........ aside, I know I can be an absolute lunatic on here and I do my best to try and keep it in check, but am not always successful in it. If any other posters have gone through what #22 has or what Barbedwire is currently going through, follow their example and seek help. It will make you a better person in the long run. Life can be enjoyable and does not need to be a daily struggle. Something I did not personally realize, and wished I had realized far sooner. But everyone has to learn things in their own time depending on the situation. I can only offer advice based on my given situation, and will say at least in America anyway, mental healthcare can be treated as an absolute ....... joke sadly. Wish it was far better...maybe it will get there one day, but people do need to speak up. I don't like to share personal information about myself, but after reading Barbedwire's posts, I figure if this post even makes a difference for one person then it will have been worth it. If you are even having the slightest bit of difficulty, go to a mental healthcare provider. There's nothing to be ashamed of at all.